Repost: Hattie’s story, part 2. Returning to the UK

From the archive… This is part 2 of Hattie’s story. Follow the link to read Part 1 “Visiting SCOAN, first impressions“. Part 3 will be published tomorrow.

When I came back to the UK I was excited about it and told everyone about it. I was more evangelistic than I had ever been before. I had more courage to pray for people and I thought I had the magic formula now. Funnily enough, I never saw any results and when talking about it, TB Joshua and Jesus usually occupied the same sentence. I know now that my faith was in what I had seen in Lagos and not in God. I hardly ever read my Bible and preferred to watch TB Joshua videos. They seemed more exciting to me.

Deep down I thought I was inadequate and that I was too sinful and too much of a failure to be of any use to God.

If anyone spoke against TB Joshua, I would however become quite angry and defensive. I would think to myself “who are you to say that? You are not much of a Christian! Who are you to judge? At least I am accepting God’s prophet and can recognise a move of God when I see one!”  If pastors questioned it then I would think to myself “You are just scared that you are getting it wrong and you don’t want to be confronted by that. It is because you feel threatened by it and that it might undermine you that you won’t accept it/visit Lagos”

I had developed an incredible spiritual pride and was very judgmental about others depending on whether or not they “recognised TB Joshua”. This was the same for the others I knew that were involved.  Yet I now realise that my own spiritual walk was faltering hugely…I was feeling incredibly spiritually undermined, hugely inadequate and that I was a nobody in God’s kingdom…I have since likened it to a spiritual bone marrow transplant. My very lifeblood  (Christian faith) was being suppressed and then replaced with something different (doctrine of SCOAN and TB Joshua).

I really believed that you had to go to Lagos and meet TB Joshua to have any basis for criticism and this is an argument that is used frequently by those in SCOAN. But I now realise that to put yourself in that position is to subject yourself to an environment where you are programmed to believe. You are subject to a profound deception on both a psychological and a spiritual level.

8 thoughts on “Repost: Hattie’s story, part 2. Returning to the UK

  1. Idiots are back again, I was enjoying it without U guys, so what the fuck is she saying now? Please give us a break with these senseless shit stories against Prophet TB Joshua

    • @ Robinson,
      So why don’t you post a story that proves of what you support ?
      And your ridiculous emphasizing of the Capital Letter of the word “Prophet”. You forgot to paste something in front of it.
      The word “LYING” !

  2. Hattie’s story is very much the same as my own and quite a few other people that I know intimately. They went through the same proses and woke up to the same things in the same way.
    Now, I believe, as the Bible says, that if you do not want to accept the truth to set you free, you will stay in deception and will not wake up and smell the rat. It is your choice. I also believe that these false shepperds will be silenced when God steps in to save His children out of the scoan cult and re unite families that tbj broke up for dishonest gain.
    It is written that –
    “ All Scripture is God-breathed and is useful for teaching, rebuking, correcting and training in righteousness, so that the servant of God may be thoroughly equipped for every good work” – 2 Timothy 3:16-17.
    And this is a warning that –
    “In the presence of God and of Christ Jesus, who will judge the living and the dead and in view of his appearing and his kingdom, I give you this charge: 2 Preach the word; be prepared in season and out of season; correct, rebuke and encourage—with great patience and careful instruction. 3 For the time will come when people will not put up with sound doctrine. Instead, to suit their own desires, they will gather around them a great number of teachers to say what their itching ears want to hear. 4 They will turn their ears away from the truth and turn aside to myths. 5 But you, keep your head in all situations, endure hardship, do the work of an evangelist, discharge all the duties of your ministry” – 2 Timothy 4:1-5
    “An elder must be blameless, faithful to his wife, a man whose children believe and are not open to the charge of being wild and disobedient. 7 Since an overseer manages God’s household, he must be blameless—not overbearing, not quick-tempered, not given to drunkenness, not violent, not pursuing dishonest gain. 8 Rather, he must be hospitable, one who loves what is good, who is self-controlled, upright, holy and disciplined. 9 He must hold firmly to the trustworthy message as it has been taught, so that he can encourage others by sound doctrine and refute those who oppose it” – Titus 1:6-9
    And
    “ They must be silenced, because they are disrupting whole households by teaching things they ought not to teach—and that for the sake of dishonest gain” Titus 1:11

  3. I must give it to TB Joshua. He is smooth……….. A master python in clever, deceitful, 419 trickery. Interesting that he has a sudden crusade in Columbia on 11 and 12 July 2014 and is off just in time for the World Cup Finals in the neighboring country of Brazil for 13 July 2014.
    Germany will meet Argentina in the final of the 2014 World Cup soccer. … at the home of Brazilian football, one of the world’s most famous stadiums. The Maracana. The Estadio Maracana positioned in the capital city Rio de Janeiro on 13 July 2014.
    He is just like Elijah or Moses of the Bible. They were just as much interested in sport????????
    Oh, super move to be at the soccer finals tbj…………
    You created your opportunity neatly and took it.
    See you there!

  4. Now I know why tbj promoted the prayer beads (rosaries), because the MAJOR RELIGION in Colombia is Roman Catholic 90%. Aaaaa…h, you cannot trust this guy as far as you see him. Amazing! Everything has got a motive. Nothing is straight forward.

  5. @Just Wonder
    U seem to know so much abt T B Joshua than the Bible. Interesting, u always give clue to the latest thing SCOAN. If it is not obsession then it must be another psychological disease. Of course a faceless Hattie’s story will b like a faceless dude like u who is sufferring from compulsive Obsessive Disorder… Obviously u spend much time on a man who u claim to be fake, this is ridiculous. No right minded guy will do that.
    @Robison
    Dont mind these cowards n faceless guys. They are the only guys who know all the bad things about SCOAN or tbj. @tbjw now churn out stories. Of course, any one can write and read can put up words and make a story, u dont need to know much or spend much, a little imagination then u out with a story. What u do u expect from guys who spends little doing this. To keep the blog alive they must fabricate stories n get something to post by all means. No body knows d credibility if these guys behind tbjw, whether they are believers or not; whether they are miserable or not; one can only speculate about these same faceless guys who hide behind firewalls to pass comment n post stuffs

  6. Hattie, what is the proof that u have ever been to Lagos before.? I’m sure u don’t even have one n u want us to believe u. Only gullible folks will fall for this. Interesting u don’t even quote one Scripture which is not strange since that is mode of operation of tbjw n even when tbjw quote dey misapply it.
    So u thought u hard a magic formula? Clearly u mindset n thought processes were flawed n pathetic from the onset. Tbj n Jesus occupied d same sentence? Ur talk was rubbish. Even those who do magic get something done with their msgic so what happened to yours? Ur psyche had problems from the onset. From ur story, it looks like u know where to put ur faith now. Let me ask since u realise n put ur faith in the right person – Jesus have u gone back to being even more evangelistic n praying for people (Matt 10-12).. Jesus did that, hope u know. And is it working now, are u producing the desired results now? U hardly read the Bible compared to watching tbj? Oh u r not different from tbjw, that is all they do. if u had read ur Bible ur life would have been “the Bible” an unbeliever will read to get to know Christ. U clearly have thinking problems n u r responsible for what n how u think.
    What anybody said or didnt say abt tbj is not the problem. the world does not stop whether someone say something abt tbj or not.
    U are still judgemental, just that ur reason for being judgemental has only change.
    Funny enough, it is clear thst tbjw came out wyt this fictional story to let us know that they dont have to be. in SCOAN or meet tbj to have basis for their criticism. In that respect, no one need to know or meet this faceless Hattie to know that her story is fake n fictional. No one has to know or meet those behind tbjw to know that they are cowards n experts at churning out falsehood, fake n fictional story. TBJW know they can do something better, Jesus still love those behind tbjw. They should continue to make tbj n scoan famous.

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